So imagine this, you’re in a meditation group where mindfulness meditation is being practiced. The teacher instructs you to close your eyes and focus inward… be still and pay attention to sensations arising in your body or observing a thought or an emotion that comes up.
The reason for doing this is that this kind of on-purpose, mindful attention has been shown to help steady a wandering mind… and eventually when mindfulness is practiced enough can enhance what’s called, self-regulation – that is the ability to learn to control our behavior, our emotions, our thoughts.
But for people who wrestle with trauma or difficult emotions, the instruction to pay close and sustained attention to their inner world can lead to a resurfacing of unresolved issues and feelings. For someone who’s unprepared, an experience like this can be overwhelming and trigger feelings of panic or flashbacks, leaving the person feeling like they’re trapped or helpless again.
The quiet sitting of mindfulness can also evoke dissociation. Dissociation is a kind of checking-out something a person does in the face of a threatening situation. It’s especially common in cases of child abuse or neglect, where if a child can’t run away or protect themselves, they disconnect from the scene. And this can carry through to your adulthood, where you may be in situations as benign as a classroom or work and find yourself disconnecting from your thoughts, your feelings, your surroundings. In your head, you’ve left the scene.
You may be one of those who has already explored mindfulness meditation and had to abandon this meditation technique because of what it triggered for you. If you’re familiar with what I’m talking about, drop down to the comments section and let me know your experience. I’d really like to hear from you.
I believe it’s important to mention this because meditation – particularly mindfulness meditation is wildly popular these days… a lot of it is because it’s a proven tool for stress reduction and we’ve got a lot of stress going on during this COVID event, don’t we? So it naturally makes sense that this would benefit someone who has experienced trauma as it’s considered calming and settling.
But research is showing that there are those who wrestle with troubling emotions who should approach mindfulness meditation carefully – paying close attention to what’s arising for them, watching for signs of dissociation and a loss of their sense of grounding. Meditation teachers are also being educated around this so they can watch for signs among their students that an intervention of some kind is warranted.
Now mindfulness meditation is much different than the expressive kundalini-like practices we do in my cannabis-assisted emotions work. The movement is very important in moving stuck energy – trauma. In fact, in the mindfulness meditation community, movement is now being recommended to help people connect with their body.
On a personal note, I tried mindfulness meditation for many years. But as a trauma survivor, I experienced so much dissociation during my practice that I eventually gave it up and then discovered the Emotional Liberation work that I now teach. But the beauty is that there are many types of meditation – and if one doesn’t resonate for you, try another. This is important because going inward, that Inner exploration is pivotal to your health and wellbeing.
I’m Becca Williams, And I want you to lead your most magnificent life, and I want to help you do that.