I’ve Hit the Moon in Meditation. Do I Still Need Cannabis?

Becca,I was pleased to find your website marrying cannabis and spirituality. In the last several weeks, I have had what I call a major spiritual opening on the order of one I had 30 years ago. I associate it with Kundalini energy arising in my energy body. As this progresses, I find the cannabis dosage

An Empath Struggles with His “Gift”

You know ma'am, I've suffered from depression for over 7 years. I have had suicidal thoughts all the time. I mean, I haven't had a bad life per se but I'm an empath and I've had a life experience that has made me kind of a misfit, maladjusted, unsociable young man. I'm weird in many

Am I a Silly Cannabis Fanboy?

I use cannabis religiously and medicinally almost. I mean I hold it as sacred and healing. I started out smoking about a year ago. It calmed my anxiety to a manageable point and relief from nerve pain has got me out of the house and on many walks and better diet. I've lost a lot

Wondering if Cannabis is Right for Her?

I’ve been smoking for a few months off and on and it does nothing but make me sad and guilty for things that have nothing to do with me. I’ll start feeling someone else’s sadness and so on. The thing is I’m already an empathetic person so it couldn’t possibly be “teaching” me. I don’t

Cannabis Never Helped Me

From someone who used MJ for 10 years to heal CPTSD [Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder] I can honestly say that cannabis couldn’t heal me. Only God heals. I am making-up for numbing myself that long and only by God’s grace am I able to process the emotional flashbacks I suppressed so long with drugs.

Cannabis Digs Deep

Cannabis is an emotional healer for me! Suddenly when I smoke I start to cry thinking about the past. And I get certain feelings when I smoke that come to the surface – feelings I have been suppressed now come free and get released. Also it’s healed my whole body too. My bones or ears

Leveraging Cannabis as a Reward

When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works

Wants to Use Cannabis Like Ayahuasca

"Hey Becca … what’s the best way I can use Cannabis to make it similar to a ayahuasca ceremony? Can I use the Cannabis and make a similar setting as if it was a ceremony by myself at home?" – Steven V.   Becca's Comments: Hi Steven, you don’t say what country you’re in but

Meditating and Being Alone Did It for Me

I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them

Complex post-traumatic stress disorder

I stumbled this evening upon your website. I fit closely with the not-yet-acknowledged diagnosis of C-PTSD (Complex post-traumatic stress disorder). At 50-years of age, it’s hard to believe that this goes on. But sadly, I am certain that I am one of only millions. It’s become quite clear that while I was looking at Ayahuasca,