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Leveraging Cannabis as a Reward

When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works

Wants to Use Cannabis Like Ayahuasca

"Hey Becca … what’s the best way I can use Cannabis to make it similar to a ayahuasca ceremony? Can I use the Cannabis and make a similar setting as if it was a ceremony by myself at home?" – Steven V.   Becca's Comments: Hi Steven, you don’t say what country you’re in but

Meditating and Being Alone Did It for Me

I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them

Complex post-traumatic stress disorder

I stumbled this evening upon your website. I fit closely with the not-yet-acknowledged diagnosis of C-PTSD (Complex post-traumatic stress disorder). At 50-years of age, it’s hard to believe that this goes on. But sadly, I am certain that I am one of only millions. It’s become quite clear that while I was looking at Ayahuasca,

I Can’t Leave My House

PTSD is killing me! I am considering using weed. My issue is that it is illegal where I am (Australia) soon to be legalised etc. My problem is my medical supply is expensive and not consistent... I have problems leaving my home. – R.N. Becca comments: Yes, R.N. social anxiety (a symptom of trauma) is

When I get High I Just Wanna Cry

I’ve been looking for an answer to why lately when I get high (sativa) I tend to just want to cry all the time … just all these thoughts and usually about things I feel I’m lacking in or missing. It made me stop smoking because I would be around people and need to cry!

Cannabis and Emotional “Flooding”

Hi Becca, I came across your website while looking for information and experiences from people who have had profound emotional and emotional integration experiences while on cannabis. Great, I’m glad you’re with me. Make sure you subscribe on my Cannanaut website so we can be in touch – I’m planning on taking my Cannabis Elevation Ceremonies on-line