Hi Becca, I came across your website while looking for information and experiences from people who have had profound emotional and emotional integration experiences while on cannabis. Yesterday I took a few drops of THC/CBD balanced cannabis oil (I have a medical marijuana license in Ontario) and suddenly I could hear all my thoughts and
PTSD [post-traumatic stress disorder] is killing me! I have problems leaving my home. I am considering using weed. My issue is that my medical supply is expensive and not consistent. Do you have suggestions? – R.N. Dear R.N., The fear you have is a symptom of trauma. People have connected with me to say that
"Hey Becca … what’s the best way I can use Cannabis to make it similar to a ayahuasca ceremony? Can I use the Cannabis and make a similar setting as if it was a ceremony by myself at home?" – Steven V. Dear Steven, You don’t say what country you’re in or where you've
I’ve been looking for an answer to why lately when I get high (sativa) I tend to just want to cry all the time … just all these thoughts and usually about things I feel I’m lacking in or missing. It made me stop smoking because I would be around people and need to cry!
I stumbled this evening upon your website. I fit closely with the not-yet-acknowledged diagnosis of C-PTSD (Complex post-traumatic stress disorder). At 50-years of age, it’s hard to believe that this goes on. But sadly, I am certain that I am one of only millions. It’s become quite clear that while I was looking at Ayahuasca,
I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them
Cannabis is an emotional healer for me! Suddenly when I smoke I start to cry thinking about the past. And I get certain feelings when I smoke that come to the surface – feelings I have been suppressed now come free and get released. Also it’s healed my whole body too. My bones or ears
When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works
I’ve been smoking for a few months off and on and it does nothing but make me sad and guilty for things that have nothing to do with me. I’ll start feeling someone else’s sadness and so on. The thing is I’m already an empathetic person so it couldn’t possibly be “teaching” me. I don’t
I use cannabis medicinally and religiously almost. I mean I hold it as sacred and healing. I started out smoking about a year ago. It calmed my anxiety to a manageable point and relief from nerve pain has got me out of the house and on many walks and better diet. I've lost a lot