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Not Such a “Silly Cannabis Fanboy”!

I use cannabis medicinally and religiously almost. I mean I hold it as sacred and healing. I started out smoking about a year ago. It calmed my anxiety to a manageable point and relief from nerve pain has got me out of the house and on many walks and better diet. I've lost a lot

Experiencing Cannabis as a Reward

When I get flashbacks I used to hit my head out of frustration and cut myself with any near by sharp objects. But now I use marijuana as a reward system for my brain. That if I can remain calm and not hurt myself I can smoke at the end of the day. It works

Cannabis Never Helped Me

From someone who used MJ for 10 years to heal CPTSD [Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder] I can honestly say that cannabis couldn’t heal me. Only God heals. I am making-up for numbing myself that long and only by God’s grace am I able to process the emotional flashbacks I suppressed so long with drugs.

An Empath Struggles with His “Gift”

You know ma'am, I've suffered from depression for over 7 years. I have had suicidal thoughts all the time. I mean, I haven't had a bad life per se but I'm an empath and I've had a life experience that has made me kind of a misfit, maladjusted, unsociable young man. I'm weird in many

The Mystique of Cannabis & Emotional Processing

Hi Becca, I came across your website while looking for information and experiences from people who have had profound emotional and emotional integration experiences while on cannabis. Yesterday I took a few drops of THC/CBD balanced cannabis oil (I have a medical marijuana license in Ontario) and suddenly I could hear all my thoughts and

I Can’t Leave My House

PTSD [post-traumatic stress disorder] is killing me! I have problems leaving my home. I am considering using weed. My issue is that my medical supply is expensive and not consistent. Do you have suggestions? – R.N. Dear R.N., The fear you have is a symptom of trauma. People have connected with me to say that

How Can I Use Cannabis Like Ayahuasca?

"Hey Becca … what’s the best way I can use Cannabis to make it similar to a ayahuasca ceremony? Can I use the Cannabis and make a similar setting as if it was a ceremony by myself at home?" – Steven V.   Dear Steven,  You don’t say what country you’re in or where you've

When I get High I Just Wanna Cry

I’ve been looking for an answer to why lately when I get high (sativa) I tend to just want to cry all the time … just all these thoughts and usually about things I feel I’m lacking in or missing. It made me stop smoking because I would be around people and need to cry!

Turning to Cannabis & Meditation for the Trauma that Haunts Him

I stumbled this evening upon your website. I fit closely with the not-yet-acknowledged diagnosis of C-PTSD (Complex post-traumatic stress disorder). At 50-years of age, it’s hard to believe that this goes on. But sadly, I am certain that I am one of only millions. It’s become quite clear that while I was looking at Ayahuasca,

Being Alone & Meditating Did It for Me

I smoked marijuana consistently with my friends during my junior and senior year and it gave me anxiety and depression from emotions that were overwhelming. After I graduated this year I told myself "Ok, are you just going to let these emotions continue to fuck you up mentally or are you going to face them

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